because He knows :)

I always wonder...why I was being tested by Allah so many times...

about the same thing...even though I thought I had tried the best..even though I thought I had corrected myself in every possible ways...even though I thought I've chosen the best ways my mind could think of...

For example, why some people always stutter in front off the teacher during oral examination but actually they was quite a good speaker in real life...

why some one who spent a lot of time studying for the exam, memorize every pages of the book, using all colors of highlighters in order to boost their minds and so on...but in front of the examination papers, their mind always went completely blank, black and white, all memories seems to have drift away and became entangled......

sometimes, when some other people find it easy to make tasty mouthwatering moist chocolate cakes, but some people always turn it into a worthless tasteless rock-coloured sponge despite trying hard for countless number of times...

"To whomever of you wills it, follow the Straight Path. You have no will unless Allah ,The Lord of the Universe, so wills." 81:28-29

Sometimes, we always wanted something and give all our efforts to get it...we use every possible means in achieving it (good or bad)...while other people can have it easily...we need to spent a lot of things to get that one thing we desired the most...(you can replace “it” with anything you want. e.g : good grades, money, happiness, hostel, boyfriend and many more) ...but it seems that our luck was never on our side, all our effort appear to have wasted...although we prayed days and nights...cried our hearts out...

Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not. 2:216

It is because Allah knows what is best and does it His own way...

maybe having that thing makes you happy and leads you astray...

You'll forget Him slowly and get carried far away...

or maybe He misses you and wanted to listen to you everyday :)

and I once heard..it is not the result that counts but the process

If you think that what you want is Allah's bless

Rewards from Allah and Jannah is the true happiness

So, never have doubt in Him and always try the best :)

maybe you failed the test so He is giving you a second chance

and He is still waiting for your repentance

Why is it when you asked for the sun, He gives you rain?

Well ..it is simply because there'll be rainbow at end :)

Therefore believe in Allah and put your trust in Him...and always pray to Him and asked Him to give you guidance...tried only the good ways and don't smear your efforts with something dirty and tarnish your image in front Him...because it's the PROCESS that counts!!!!

"No disaster befalls earth but it is in a record before We created it. Indeed, it is easy of Allah." 57:22

Allahumma barik lahu